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in the night... by f0rsaken4ngel, literature

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in the night...

sparks float in the wind, the darkness dancing around them two spiral around each other they flit apart again there lies in the field a stack of hay airborne embers light it aflame the fire burns hot, a beacon in the distance the smoke journeys to the heavens forest spirits circle around the fire cheerful celebration, laughter echoes the two embers still lie, sleeping in the flames dawn chimes and the spirits have gone embers never die.

yearn by f0rsaken4ngel, literature

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yearn

if you were here in my arms, i'd hold you to me, close... feel your breathing rhythm, match it with mine... i'd lock my eyes with yours, attuned to every sound any movement you'd make, i would reciprocate. my face would be close enough to feel your warm breath on my skin im sure you could feel mine, and again, and again... i want my lips to know yours, the delicate curves unique to you my fingers light upon your flesh... their gentle strength just a caress... my heart beating wildly... my inside like wild fire... the rest would tell itself...

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child of misery by f0rsaken4ngel, literature

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child of misery

inside of me it rips and tears i wish it wouldnt but you planted it there and i cant destroy it i wish it would just disappear but then you would be gone too i cant help it theres this damn thing inside of me the drives me insane and tears and rips my heart to shreads every time i think your name and every time i remeber the times we had together it just feeds the beast and then i bleed inside my chest and i almost wish that i would from my wrists too its just is like salt in the wound it just makes it blister again and once it pops another grows even bigger and it rips me apart inside as it grows like a lit

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abstract hell by f0rsaken4ngel, literature

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abstract hell

neither pleasure nor pain feels the same right now what to do how to cope with this shit dont know anymore.... what is this feeling the emtiness inside whats it doing to me i want it to stop its eating like acid nothin feels me up nothin fills me up all the pretend is making me throw up throw up now its dry heaves the death is coming the hole is calling the darkness the blackness is calling solitude is the only respite from chaos. the deepness of singularity i want to express it in some other way than the fire-making of myself someway thats more pain-less

blissful ignorance by f0rsaken4ngel, literature

seeds of tedium by f0rsaken4ngel, literature

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seeds of tedium

the tedium is worst when im waiting for it that which wont happen but the small glint of hope sows the seeds of tedium and they sprout and grow they flower into fullgrown tedium and the roots constrict your heart they squeeze harder and harder and when it happens then the weed shivels and dies and everything else dissapears its all about hatetedium the waiting begins an endless cycle yearning turns to panic the imagination goes overboard then comes the depression, the questions why? it was all my fault... what could i have done to deserve this hellish torture waiting and waiting...

as the tears roll down my face by f0rsaken4ngel, literature

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as the tears roll down my face

as i sit here i cry for no reason, the tears roll down my face my thoughts begin to wander and i think of you in some far off place. my heart begins to yearn for your touch, those caring arms with silken skin, and still i sit here as the tears roll down my face the salty trails redden my face and so i try to wash them away. the cold water on my face makes me shiver i once again wish to be with you your warm soft arms to comfort me and so i sit here trembling as the tears roll down my face. and after i wash the tears away, i go curl up in my bed instictively i grab a pillow and hold it in my arms but it just doesnt feel the sa

softly with a bang by f0rsaken4ngel, literature

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softly with a bang

painful as im dying, i only know this way... you kiss lingers upon my lips, forever frozen there, im your timid angel forget me quickly and face your new life the shards of glass twinkle as they fall to the ground crimson teardrops, your hand cries for you. this elation cant last long the happiest sinners in this world of ours our unholy ceremony of our undying love just hold on a few more moments of this endless eternity so terrible and unendurable the boundless pleasure that awaits oh who will be the lamb for my sins? listen carefully, listen well the life of another has perished. but heed me not as i whisper this a

my silver tears by f0rsaken4ngel, literature

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my silver tears

i have journeyed too often to the seamstress of souls, and my tears of silver have no more worth and so i stop my heart from singing for another only to be torn in shreds and walked upon this way the nights might be cold and lonely but i wont need to travel to the seamstress of souls where my tears of silver have no more worth my claws scar the earth as i stumble forth a stoic mask of passivity my shield against the world I stop and pause to wet my lips, and to survey the land for threats i see naught but a poor injured cat, limping along, i reach down and pet it, careful not to scratch it the cat meow's, purrs, and rubs. trying t

all a dream by f0rsaken4ngel, literature

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softly with a bang

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About f0rsaken4ngel

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Nov 18
United States
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www.forsakendreams.tk
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f0rsaken4ngel

Nov 21, 2009

Update as of 11.21.09

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I just turned 24 on Wed the 18th. There was a meteor shower, on the 17th and 18th. It made me think, renewed my desire to go to space, somehow. I have Saturaday class. I wish i could just get school over with. But i really need to decide where im going. Electrical engineering? Mechanical engineering? Aerospace engineering? Software engineering? Do i just want to get a BA? Im finally succeeding and fully grasping Calculus, its good. It being the fourth time through, its about damn time. I bought myself an Xbox 360 Pro for myself, for my birthday. I want beatles rock band, now. Wish i had another $200 for that. Thanksgiving is my favorit

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f0rsaken4ngel

Apr 18, 2009

Another update!

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T-minus one month left on my first semester back at U of H. Composition - current estimated grade B+ Political Science - Current estimated grade B- US History before 1877 - current estimated grade C-D Philosophy... - dont ask... I'm trying to move to a much nicer apartment, though the leasing office at this one had an appointment but wasnt there when i showed up last night. AWESOME! Gonna be building a new computer. Should be pretty nice. Personal life is kinda at a standstill, its kinda weird. not sure why. hell, im kinda apathetic about even making this journal entry. i am being bad and being distracted while im in political science

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f0rsaken4ngel

Oct 23, 2008

New apartment

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So, i've moved out. Its a tiny garage apartment with no grounded plugs, no heat, and two small window AC units. The plumbing smells like sewage, and the light in the fridge wiggles loose every time you close it. The doors and windows dont close all the way, and its too far from the AT&T office to get internet. It has no cable wiring. I have no furniture, and I sleep on a mattress on the floor. But its mine. MINE. BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!1!11!SHIFTONE1!1!!! I have my eight bare walls to cover in glorious artwork... if only i wasnt poor. So... If you're feeling generous... I'd LOVE him forver and ever and ever and ever and hug him and squeeze him